“I crave space. It charges my batteries. It helps me breathe. Being
around people can be so exhausting, because most of them love to take
and barely know how to give. Except for a rare few.”
– Katie Kacvinsky
The one word to describe my being twenty is "exhilarating". It sure was one hell of a ride, and you know that even the best ride of your life can be as exhausting as much. I am no longer a teenager, not yet an adult. I'm somewhere in between. Like I've always been my entire life.
Looking back the past few months, I'm pretty sure there were some turning points. I've been doing a lot of thinking about that too. And I think it's necessary to write something here. I need to put my thoughts into writing. I need to get it all out of my system. It's sad to remember that it has been so long since the last time I wrote long posts, stories, or anything really. My laptop broke and I went to get it fixed few months ago. What an awful excuse, to temporarily stop writing just because of that one silly reason. I mean, I can still write through other media, right? Yea, I'm being unreasonable. I know.
But aside from my laptop, there were actually some other reasons. Reasons that I'm still trying to untangle myself from. So in this post I'm gonna be writing about certain things happening in my life and affecting it, in points. I'm not exactly a neat person, so these points won't be in particular order. Here goes.